He Knows, But Does He Know?

Told him today that the reason for all the weird act for the past few secretive encounters were that because I had been ridiculed to bad rumors, including one that that involved me and cute guys. And to my delight, he did not react badly. Not that he reacted positively. And then, we continued talking and one thing led to another, he asked my reason for being a Buddhist. Told him about the heartbreak, and he asked me...

'So, what was the drama about?'

I said - You know, heartbreak.

He said.. 'Yeah..'

I said - Relationship.

And then he said, 'I know. Relationship. With a girl... Or a guy?'

Woh!



I told him that I was not comfortable to tell him yet. And then, minutes later, he told me that the fact I did not deny it, it was too obvious. I was like.. why didn't I realize that? But.. it was too late.

So now, he probably had already known. He probably had already known that I am gay.

But does he know that this gay have a thing for him?

Low, High, Low, High

Well, I saw him again. And he made me smiled again. He apologized. Phone was out of credit. Sorry that I could not sleep. And he wanted to give me a treat. And you know what? I am high again! ;p

The Shit Piles

Well, I deserved it, didn't I? Hardly could sleep properly this morning. A sleep at 2 am ended with me waking up at 3.30am. And then, when I could sleep again at 4.30am, I woke up at 8am. So, all in all, I did not have a good sleep. He did not take my calls. Has he found out? Perhaps it was pretty stupid of me to think that even without getting anything sexual from him, he would be glad to have the free lessons from me. Nope. Who would want to be near the gay man? He should at least have the decency to tell me if he was no longer interested.

Lusts Know No Boundaries

I got back from work at 6.10pm. Ate my dinner and crashed. What was unusual was that I would be at home normally by 5pm. But I did not. I had to let the heart run my decisions, and stayed to teach rid@to, all because I wanted to. So, instead of rushing back at 4.30pm, I stayed until 6pm. In what supposed to be a secluded room, others happened to walk past and saw that I did make time to dedicate extra hours to this one cute guy.

There - my cover was blown.

Only that this was the thing I wanted to be blown. : (

Oooh! Romantic!

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Sleeping With Fabulous Straight Guy

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I Know I Am In Deep Shit When...

One -
I call a girl bitch in a church, and I have, unfortunately, the full attention of the churchgoers at the time.

Two -
I am caught by the father of the naked guy I am peeping on.

Three -
The pilot asks if there is any mechanic on the plane through the announcement.

Four -
I am cornered by my credit card bills demanding total minimum payments which are triple of what my cash and savings in my banks summed up to be.

Five -
I cannot stop thinking of the new cute guy I just met last Wednesday. I cannot stop thinking of him. I cannot stop thinking of his face. I cannot stop thinking of his eyes. I cannot stop thinking of his hair. I cannot stop thinking of his arms. I cannot stop thinking of his body in his tight shirt. I cannot stop myself from checking his photos online every day. I cannot resist to call him, and make up excuses for the call. I cannot stop attempting to make excuses to see him, no matter how busy I'll be with my work. I cannot help but to run his photos on my computer again and again. I cannot help but to feel good when I hear his voice. I cannot help but to go crazy when I see his face. I cannot help but to google his name upon knowing him. I cannot help but to know his contact numbers and his emails as soon as I know him.

I am really in deep shit.